Saturday, December 31, 2016

Friday, November 25, 2016

The Sky

Winter is coming. It's getting cold, dark, and foggy. All this cold and darkness makes me get depressing thought. But that's my own problem and if fack I'm working on solving right now. But fog makes shy beautiful near the sunset. So, even if I myself see nothing but could blue I know it's something to be admire. Anyways this thoughts spown this drawing. Enjoy.


Saturday, October 15, 2016

Mage Character

My new OC-Sona, for long


Name: Shen Light
Info: Shen is Majokfly, His kind is capable of magic and have inborn ability called "cloud walker" that always him to interact with clouds like they where solid. Wings size and colour as well as number, colour and length of tail then to varied between Majokflys as for Shen:
wingspan: 20m
wings height: 1.7m
minimum tail length: 0.5m
maximum tail length: 30m
(97% of  Majokflys can expand they tails)
Ones think that is unusual about Shen is that he is unable to channel spells. He have height magic potential, can use his inborn abilities and no problems using magic tools(same disability toughted ). Witch played a huge role in his life decisions but more about it later. Shen was born in some what average family. His family where smart about his limits. He gone to mix species school but he go fascinated with magic. Not even with using magic but with magic tool and physic of them. At his calss about half of students in his where capable magic users. Shen wasn't really bother with it. On studies petty much everyone was antisocial, but despise it Shen made friends with few girls. It might been because of his kind personalty or he just seemed gay with his cat ears. Anyways he made his final protect with them. It's a black orb on a chain connected to his backs. It's a tool that turned him into magic user, in a away. This orb uses overabundance of his magic potential to span Meeps(his small green creatures). Meeps are controlled by Shen subconsciously but he's conscious can take control over then as well. They are capable of flying, basic sensing and dim glowing. One more thing Shen can do with them is sacrifice them to  channel a single spell.

Friday, September 30, 2016

How I interpret my OCs



Hi guys, I have huge problem that I couldn't over come on my own,


This is I can't saddle on one design for my OC-sona, at last for humanoid one.
I put photos of most versions of my OC-sonas. They are sorted chronological(at very bottom of the post) and include very first I made(and that's why they are so bad) as well as current(it's really nice to look back and see progress). I find hard to resist polishing OC over and over as well as it sometimes happens that I don't consider it suiting after a longer period of time, yes, it is truth I changed myself a lot during this last year but some thinks stead the same, like:

- I don't interact with peoples too much.
- I act shy when talking to new peoples.
- I act shy in front of the audience (then I speak much quieter witch it a problem).
- I'm observer (means I like to observe others and try to understand why then act way the do rather then take part in events myself).
- I do research for fun (as I gladly learn to understand world).
- I do enjoys making (mostly drawing and editing audio & video) and watching art (especially games).
- I put logic over memory.
- I have hold back to spending resources (it's mostly effecting my game play)
- ones interested with something I try hard to lineup to expeditions
but there where changes-I don't well need to interact with peoples- => I feel lacks in my social life
-I don't care nor understand girls- => I find it easier to interact with females then with my own gander
-I used to hold back to talk to others- => when I have something to say I will do say
-following rules polity politely and acting subjective- => still following rules but know how to push when needed
Things I had developed during this time
- Self understanding.
- Understanding of behaviors.
How peoples react to me
- Most people's say my defining characteristic is kindness.
- I easily grain trust (this combined with my luck and I find a lot of dirty secrets).
- I'm one many people's go to talk out feeling and find understanding.
This all are things I want to picture in my OC;
and it's how I gone about it so far.

Shen(pony) - is just this pony who have few friends and sands most time studding entreating magic. He reflects my intend of understating world and my social interaction (especially in his bio)

Blue Topaz(gem) - well she don't have a bio(maybe ones I will have a better grasp of SU universe and some idea I will make one) but looks make up for it. Since games are motorcyclist(or a lat one color is very dominant) and blue is color of thrust it was my go too. She is blade dancer because I;m quiet and they usually fight in silence and it's fight style I can see myself preforming. Pony tail and well as white parts on her costume make her look more smooth as her body shape as it's  not so siting for someone why fight with two light swards.bio)


Shen(furry) - I pretty much drooped idea as I;m saddle on black panther but I don't feel like anything I can do will make it quince

Shen(humanoid):
-I both not interact with peoples much as have treads that lead my fiend to believe I have no troubles starting new friendship (it's hard because I lack experience and not notice things others peoples do). I also like concept beastkin with all lead to neko ears.
-wings are not only concept I enjoy a lot but also represent how I'm disconnected from peoples around.
-short black hairs are how my hairs are (but even shorter) and I simply find it hard to imagine myself in any other hair cut or color (also my hairs are very deans and then they get longer it's hard to keep them clean)
-blue eyes are lie, it's not color I have my it's color of eyes I love.
-multiple tails are there to complement neko ears and wings, but I also really like them.
-black pants are there simply because it's color I ware most of the time
-white shirt it a lie, I don't have a white shirts but it just looks good on otherwise dark character
-green jack is a thing I have and since I do like green a lot it's what I put on my OC often
-color of my sink is somewhat Italian but it shifts in different seasons
My Problem is that Shen(humanoid) is not not exactly way I want him. I want to keep all stuff I mention but there is something about him that make me want to try re-design him over and over until.., I don't know how long, but there is something off about him that doesn't allow to fully connect to him. I was thinking of maybe making him into indirect magic user, but then it won't be fix anytime soon. I'm likely to post some mage chatterers that will be my looking on way to poke topic of magic any ones I find something that suits my I will as it to my charter, but still I have a feeling like it won't be enough. Ones think I miss most in my OC is my need for social life

anyways, here my OC and all they faces


Monday, September 5, 2016

hi I'm back with "victorian smile"

Hi guys I'm back

for announcements:
quality over quantity - for I will post every two weeks (still around weekend)
new profile picture 

for I want to start making custom emotes just like this ones, I have my own ideas but I'm open for yours as well


Monday, June 27, 2016

Friday, June 24, 2016

pome

half a year ago I made a pome, today I'm shutting down my blog for holidays, I why not share it

I sit, there is crowd around me
Everyone is just passing by
None notice I'm here
None notice what I feel
None cares
I hide all the feelings
I hide them behind mask
So everyone one thing I always a little sad
They don't see my overwhelming happened
And grate sadness,
Few peoples stopped
I thought they will stay
So I showed them what is behind the mask
But now they are gone
Now I have little happiness and a lot of sadness
I tryed to stop few more peoples,
But they didn't stopped neither
Now I can't hide my sadness any more
Anyone who look at me can see it
But none noticed
None cares
Now I scream for help
But none noticed
None cares

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Code Geass stuff

me trying to draw in Code Geass style


there is something I need to get off myself

for many peoples I'm somebody to fall back on, somebody to hear out and understand;
but for many peoples it's only time I exist.
it's slowly killing me
if you are one of them. Conside me death from now on

Saturday, May 21, 2016

black and more black

I feel like I let down good friend of mine. I haven't seen her since winter and today, we were supposed to meet at 11, I called her she said she is still far away and she will call me ones she will get there. she called 11:20 and 11:35 head back since I wasn't answering. 11:45 I got worried checked phone it was broken tried to turn it back and but I fail and I ran to bus stop (there are 3 of then I didn't know to which one go to so I had to check all 3) to see if she is there but she wasn't. Only at 12:40 I turn it back and called just to say that I still care and explain what happened.

I made this drawing for her but I feel like it not enough to tell how sorry I'm.
 here is her fackbook 
and here her bloger 








Saturday, May 14, 2016

Fox OC

friend ask me to draw OC for her and here is what it turned out to be


Sunday, May 8, 2016

Even more of nekko me

Miro Kizo,




good friend of mine made this drawing and one again I remake it into digital(but I feel like it took too much time and don't really look good), she have divanart you should take a look her are is really good

Sunday, May 1, 2016

More of nekko me

Miro Kizo,


good friend of mine made this drawing to see in she improved over last year and one again I remake it into digital, she have divanart you should take a look her are is really good

Saturday, April 23, 2016

my OC-sona nekko

Miro Kizo,

good friend of mine made this drawing ages a go and now I decided to remake it into digital, she have divanart you should take a look her are is really good

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Friday, April 1, 2016

Sunday, March 27, 2016

My Gem-Sona


Lore is still working in progress
anyways name is Blue Topaz

Just a quick reminder I'm still taking requests

but I won't draw more than one picture per person

Friday, March 18, 2016

Udertale fan art + contest

it's a good game, so why not make fan art

who gamer would say
gj Toby Fox gg wp

as it some to Contest, I decided to draw OCs for free, post description of your OC in comments and I will draw it, and attach it to my usual post or make a full post atr with 3 of OCs.
You will be free to use pic of your Oc as long as you credit me

Saturday, March 5, 2016

Blue Mage

Hello, everybody
this is my friends OC-sona




She don't really know what she is will be doing in the future
for now it seems like she is going to be writing
but how

so far she tried with Deviantart
and youtube

and if you ask me, where videos are awesome